maybe i should stop writing about euro for couple of days. all the stuff i wrote made me look like sport commentator rather than a person who are trying to be a doctor. and for the past 2 weeks, that's what i'vee been doing.

all the books and the notes still nicely placed on the shelves. and the pic on my desk is still there. me and my buddy, looking like a couple . a Euro table calender with all the matches scribbles on it.

got 3 more weeks until uni re-open. it's remarkable to see how things will not go exactly what we plan to do. my to-do list for holiday

a lot of study for head and neck
a lot of study for physiology of the heart, lung and kidney
a lot of study for first year stuff
finish up the critical learning incident analysis
watch Harry Potter, Shrek 2, Spiderman
try to saving up money which i spend so lavishly during the semester
apparently i did none from the list except the one with movies. Euro was not on my list coz at that time i was so depressed with the fact it was on Foxtel and i cannot figure out the way to settle this.

so, with a little help from Kimi and Fad, i managed to get up 4 in the morning, drove to Halls and sneak in to the tv room. and that's what i've been doing for the last 2 weeks. and because of that, during the day, i was busy catching up with my sleep and at night, writing some sort of review about the game.

and it take a turn today. not that i'm not gonna watch Euro despite all the biggie teams has been kick-out. Bariah has invited me to join her to go to New Zealand. and surprise! i said yes.hmm.. my bank account will look like a buch of eggs by the time i went back. havent got a lot of money, but, i think it enough for just to have a look at the LOTR zone.

what am i doing?!!! i'm dont have a lot of money and i'm gonna get myself broke and i havent open any medic book since the exams... gotta visit the 'love shack' (with books!) tomorrow and start all over again. if not i'm a big big trouble. the 3 weeks have been cut short to 2 weeks. OMG how i'm gonna finish the revision in 2 weeks.

but, the good thing about Euro, it made me forget about The Guy. haven't been thinking about him for couple of days. hehe.. and he also hasn't been around for this couple of days. wonder where he goes! i'm too broke to contact him and start asking where he's been. it doesnt help if you've been keep bugging by the same person nearly day. maybe he need a good rest from me. BUT, that make me feel like losing one of my leg.i was so accustomed to telling stories to this person. it makes me feel good though. but, someties it can ended up with frustration coz he's got some attitude that sometimes can dampen my spirit.

That's him... but, in my dream.. he's not that kind of person, though..i imagine he came out as one of Judith mcnaught's man.. and my Fav is Clayton Westmoreland. Jordan Townsenade came close in second. and i certainly not Whitney nor Alex.. just me and myself..

but, is there such a man in this world and will I ever gonna meet one and make him mine.. as always, it is one pretty good dream

The truth is rarely pure and never simple

Oscar Wilde,
The Importance of Being Earnest, 1895, Act I

♥ ♥ ♥ aJLa I'm no angel.. and i manage to remain alive in my own quirky way

"Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon."

*having my wickest dream come true *hint* dvz *hint*
*not to kill anyone as a doctor
*a person who can swept me off my feet