i'm always impressed with my fren, Bariah to came up with such a funny post that can make me churning out my stomach by laughing till i can't catch up my breath.. last week, she recommended this website http://quirkyalone.net

what is quirky? from my ever reliable dictionary it said
1. A peculiarity of behavior; an idiosyncrasy: “Every man had his own quirks and twists” (Harriet Beecher Stowe).
2. An unpredictable or unaccountable act or event; a vagary: a quirk of fate.
3. A sudden sharp turn or twist.
4. An equivocation; a quibble.
5. Architecture A lengthwise groove on a molding between the convex upper part and the soffit.

i'm certainly have no idea it can mean all that.. all i understand is that quirky is a different word to define 'i'm different'.

according to this website this quirkyalone type of people who

are the puzzle pieces who seldom fit with other puzzle pieces. Romantics, idealists, eccentrics, we inhabit singledom as our natural resting state. In a world where proms and marriage define the social order, we are, by force of our personalities and inner strength, rebels.

For the quirkyalone, there is no patience for dating just for the sake of not being alone. We want a miracle. Out of millions, we have to find the one who will understand.

Better to be untethered and open to possibility: living for the exhilaration of meeting someone new, of not knowing what the night will bring. We quirkyalones seek momentous meetings.

i did the quirkyalone test .. and guess, am I categorized as quirky alone?

Your score was 89. Very quirkyalone:
Relatives may give you quizzical looks, and so may friends, but you know in your heart of hearts that you are following your inner voice. Though you may not be romancing a single person, you are romancing the world. Celebrate your freedom on National Quirkyalone Day, February 14th

hahah.. i am very quirkyalone... but, i defined it in my own way. anyone who happen to know me, know that how fanatic am I with soccer and F1 and i'm truly obsessed with the player and models also.. that's didnt happen in my realirt circle of life. i'm not romnacing with people around me, i'm romancing it with the world that i can only watch from afar.. hehe

i've been into a serious, long term , long-distance relationship. it ended enarly 1 1/2 year ago. honestly, i didnt cry nor remember that guy anymore. and i've been into what-so-called- 'friend' relationship which i didnt understand how it happen, why it is happen, and why it ended.. to make matter worse, i'm missing this 'weird' relationship more than i ever imagine. i nearly gone into a state of depression.. but, i'm recover myself and ask myself 'why should i allowed a man do this thing to me?"

as a result of that.. i'm become very2 very2 cynic towards guy especially malay guy.. sorry guys.. i try not to think like that.. but, i always stumble with this kind of guy.. it doesnt mean that i'm not talking to guy anymore.. i still treat them the same.. it just, it's very2 hard to trust a guy in a relationship way..

this website also said that i belong to this one tribe so-called Utne Reader : a brave breed to resist the tyranny of coupledom in favor of independent self-expression

the Diagnostic sign :

1.Display a talent for self-reflection

2. Believe that life can be prosperous and great with or without a mate

3. Create and maintain chosen families of friends

4. Treat life as one big choose-your-own adventure; there is no single road map for adulthood

5. Are not opposed to dating, but prefer not to date for social convention

6. Would rather be alone than be in a relationship in which you have to hold back an essential part of yourself

7. Recognize the ways in which society prescribes happiness primarily through romantic love, and understand the failings of such an approach

8. Have had a taste or a glimpse of a great love relationship (or encounter), which intensifies the desire to remain open to the possibility of finding a similar experience

9. Possess a talent at deconstructing love songs equal only to your vulnerability to them

Despite all the quirkyalone thing.. i admit i'm still and can fall in love with a guy.. just need to find the right one.. until that, i remain to be quirkyalone.

The truth is rarely pure and never simple

Oscar Wilde,
The Importance of Being Earnest, 1895, Act I

♥ ♥ ♥ aJLa I'm no angel.. and i manage to remain alive in my own quirky way

"Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon."

*having my wickest dream come true *hint* dvz *hint*
*not to kill anyone as a doctor
*a person who can swept me off my feet