it'a pretty amazing when u reliase how excited people when they hear news about someone getting married.. screaming.. giggling and smiling..and it's not someone that you know.. a friend of a friend of other friend..

what did i do? hmm.. i just stand there and just looking at their face.. trying very2 hard to get excited..in the end, just a smile.. if my best-friend or someone that i'm close too, of course, i will sreaming and jumping all over the places.."MY DEAREST FRIEND is getting married"... should i do that for someone i didnt know?

maybe it's got to do with the fact they are so young (my defintion for age for getting married).. 21 or 22!!! i'm nearly 21 and i cant imagine myself being married to someone.. i'm still consider myself as childish a.k.a not mature.. and this people still uni!!!

hmm... maybe it just me.. i dont get why should someone age 21 wanna get married.. there's a lot of thing i wanna do in my life.. travel, do all the crazy things, study, work and etc.. like being married, gonna help me do all this stuff.. having a boyfriend once, OMG.. i feel quite restricted.. i cant do that.. i cant do this.. but, sometimes, i just do it.. why should i care! it's my life!

having a lot of people in the house at a time.... felt a little bit weird.. coz the house used to be quiet and people do their own stuff.. the girls start talking about their friend getting married, how to cook food and all the 'girls talk', but, i find myself in front of the tv, watching and cheering Collingwood with Kimi..

i admit to myself that i'm not a socialised person. i'm more into one to one person kinda talk.. i dont feel comfortable being in a big group people.. 4 people is enough for me.. if more, i will squeeze myself and just keep quiet.

actually, i dont know what to write anymore.. blur....

The truth is rarely pure and never simple

Oscar Wilde,
The Importance of Being Earnest, 1895, Act I

♥ ♥ ♥ aJLa I'm no angel.. and i manage to remain alive in my own quirky way

"Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon."

*having my wickest dream come true *hint* dvz *hint*
*not to kill anyone as a doctor
*a person who can swept me off my feet