fantasy or reality?

Name: Damien Van Zyl aka. Damien
Born: April 26, 1978
Sign: Taurus
Height: 6'1" /185 cm
Size: 58
Chest: 40 / 102 cm
Waist: 34 / 86 cm
Collar: 16 / 41
Shoe: 11 / 44
Hair: Brown
Eyes: Blue
Agency: Elite Models, New York

Is he for real? raised in rural community of South Africa, away from the hustle bustle fashion centers of Europe and America. One of the top supermodels and not to mention CK main ad features, he just simply an eye-catcher..

3 month of hibernating at home + recommendation from my two crazy sister who happen to explore another part of the world beside from soccer that also consist good-looking guy + pretty boy looks + good fashion sense + gorgeous bod + just beuatiful eyes = MODELS!!

i just have one look and him .. and dum!! he's in my list of 'the guy'.. maybe it's got to do with his eyes that feature similaritites with 'THE guy' , Paolo Maldini. but, having all this type of guys in my list, i could not help but wonder, where is the line that separate between reality and fantasy?

hmm.. surely these guys were real enough coz they exist in this world.. but, i'm not such a fool to believe that they exist in my world.. they live different world of mine.. and they surely does, coz, i'm at DOWN UNDER while like Damien, he, is on the billboard at the Madison Square Garden. and Maldini, once or every year, on a big banner hanging up at Duomo - Milan's stunning cathederal - the world fourth largets church..

speaking of Milan.. what can i say!! the place in my dream.. the only place i really2 dying to visit once in my life.. (before i forget to mention, mecca is also my ultimate place but it think once is not enough!).. i've been fantasizing about going to Milan every now and then.. i even got a lonely planet for Milan (courtesy from who also happen to love the Bianconeri as much as i love my Rossoneri).. believe me, i've even planning what i'm gonna do when i sat my foot there.. and i'll make sure i'be there between Sept-May coz the passion was mounting during football season when my Team is playing at San Siro..




Giuseppe Meazza, or also known as San Siro stadium.. arguably one of the world's great stadium with it's distinctive unique feature : spiral stairs.. imagine being with other 85 000 crowd watching the derby.. OMG.. i wanna be there.. i wanna be there watching my Maldini play and Milan won as usual.. as much i want it to be real, i guess it only exist in my fantasy coz my Maldini gonna call it quit after this new season.. and to make things worse in my prospect : he's not even gonna consider being a coaching staff.. the memory of his father coaching experince still on his mind!

hmm.. i think living in this what-so-called real world is different from any person perspective.. i've consider my obsession towards Lachlan Miles is a fantasy though i saw him nearly everyday and have the usual how-do-you-do conversation. in fact, i'm enjoying the pleasure looking at him (he's look so cute and smart today) and turning(not that obvious!) every now and then just to catch a glimpse of him. the reality is he, in fact 2 years younger than me, a Christian (a good one), a top-of-the class student = hopeless business to deal with , while me, just living in 'my own world'..

but, what real enough is having your little brother singing what he consider as bed-time song..i just say that i'm going to bed and he better do so coz it's midnight in m'sia.. and next thing..i cannot stop laughing coz he sound so cute by doing that.. and the fact that i have no idea what song he's been singing even the words seems all over the place. cute? that's what i call reality!

The truth is rarely pure and never simple

Oscar Wilde,
The Importance of Being Earnest, 1895, Act I

♥ ♥ ♥ aJLa I'm no angel.. and i manage to remain alive in my own quirky way

"Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon."

*having my wickest dream come true *hint* dvz *hint*
*not to kill anyone as a doctor
*a person who can swept me off my feet