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Neuroanatomy: Text and Atlas
By John H. Martin



panic? the hell i am!! 7 more days for exams and i'm still juggling with my sleep time.. the Olympics started this week, so do EPL and also F1 after 3 week summer break..

when i open up the huge neuroanantomy book, it made me realized of how many stuuf that i have to cover in 7 days.. anatomy of head and neck, endocrinology, physiology, pharmacology, clinical skills and i bet there's gonna be Craig Hassed stuff in the exam.. it just dont make any sense.. even if i go to the lecture, i'm pretty sure that no statisctics or complementary medicine stuff is been registered in my mind.. save it for the good monday sleep in..

right now, i feel like wanna jump off the bridge.. HEY! i did jump of a bridge once.. hehe.. but, got a big rope and my friend bariah beside me...




and something quite interesting happen last night...i was revising this week lectures notes ( we are doing reproductive system at the moment) while chatting my very2 nice fren.. hehe.. i couldnt stop myself from telling him about one very interesting lecture i had on thursday.. it was about sexual behaviour and basically about sexual response in human a.k.a orgasm..

how interesting it is, a class about how orgasm achieved (in medical way, i mean!).. and then you got a lecturer been telling some kind of dirty jokes.. and of course, me and the girls were laughing all the way.. but, i can tell you that some of the students were not laughing.. a blur face which indicated they had no idea what's bena re talking about or a straight face which indicated that the it's not approproted to make that kind of joke and it's not a good thing to do laughing at it or you can see a face looking down which indicated that they are ashamed about the topic of sex act been talking out so openly..

for me? no hard feeling... when someone made a joke, i laugh at it.. when there's a lecture about orgasm, means that you have to know about it to be a doctor.. imagine when a patient came to doctor and complaining about their failure of getting an orgasm and you have no idea what's the cause of that because you're not listening in the lecture hall.. i bet, you not gonna get this kind of lecture in m'sia or you are to ashmed to even talk about it openly..

back to my special friend.. when i mention to him about the lecture.. the first thing that he asked me "what is orgasm?"... a 21-year old guy had no idea what orgasm is.. but, as fas as i know my friend, this kind of question doesnt shocked me anymore.. and this is not the first time, i have to explain to him about this kind of thing..

last night is the same.. imagine me trying to answer his questions (in medical context) how to get an orgasm, the method, the reason why have to do that and others..and he's not even a biology student..

i dont know if he understand anything coz my record as an explainer is not very good.. at home, i have to explain to my mom first is order to teach my sis math.. since, my mom is a teacher, she know how explain things to my sis.. if it's left to me, i either solve the questions by myself or left with frustrations since she is kind of slow with math..

i should get going with my anatomy stuff.. if not i have to start thinking the way how to explain to my parent about my exams result.. hehehe

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The Importance of Being Earnest, 1895, Act I

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