Thursday class is always end with the same thing...

Blurry.. Confused.. a need of sleep.. today much the same

after a very2 late night chatting + reading Guyton, i slept at 4.30 a.m. though i know that i have to attend 9 o'clock lecture..

yea.. trying to be a good girl, i did attend the 9 o'clock lecture.. it;s very interesting lecture.. about gender..

how we define gender in the society? is it just by nature meaning by your XX/XY chromosome..or by nuture meaning gender stereotype where you have to behave, look, dress as your nature..

honestly, i hate this kind of streotyping.. girl need a long hair, cry's a lot (i do cry but in the movies), more weaker than boys and the most annoying bit is girl have to be soft or 'ayu'.

the feminine bit make sense but, to have people judge you only by your feminine quality on the outside was so annoying..like guys can do all those stuff or allowed to by gender stereotyping.. but, when girl wanna do that.. BAD2 GIRL..

hehe.. the lecture also mention about some case where a male (XY) has been reassigned to a female because of some circumcision accidents.. the boy/girl grew up as a girl but somehow he/she doesnt feel as a girl and refuse to wear dresses, act as a boy and even standing while he's urinating.. bear in mind that he doesnt know that he was born as a male..

during the lecture.. i made some naughty thought.. am i in that case also? i'm pretty tomboyish during primary school, climbing trees, join the scouts, like to hang around boys.. and now, i;m too fanatic about soccer, F1, footy.. basically what the community consider as boy's interest.. but, one thing save me from this naughty thought.. i still attracted to man.... way2 toooo into guys.. cant help if there's a cute-good-looking guys around.. probably that's where all my feminine stuff went to.. enthusiatic with the good-looking soccer player and models..

mentioning about admiring guys.. Lochie cut his hair yesterday (i think)..is hair look a little bit different.. i think he's been experimenting with his hair style.. i can say that it changes day by day.. hehe.. but, he still got that nerdy-i'm-genious-gonna-be-the-next-guyton looks.. so, cute and smart.. with his brown sweater (same with Aliaa's Allanah hill cardigan! Blimey) and jeans today, he look like a stick (very adorable one!)..very2 long legs and torso... and thin if i could say.. probably that is my type of guy..

well, something never change

just wish Alice tutorial would change a little bit..

The truth is rarely pure and never simple

Oscar Wilde,
The Importance of Being Earnest, 1895, Act I

♥ ♥ ♥ aJLa I'm no angel.. and i manage to remain alive in my own quirky way

"Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon."

*having my wickest dream come true *hint* dvz *hint*
*not to kill anyone as a doctor
*a person who can swept me off my feet