10 hours of sleep.. which include a dream of Guyton being my doctor, trying to figure out what's wrong with my voice.. it still not improving.. it got much worse.. i doesnt sound like me.. and it hurt even when i try to swallow my saliva (everyone did that.. it's normal) let alone trying to feed myself myself with food..

and i'm already giving up Coke for couple of days.. trying not to talk much which is kind of difficult since i've known as the talkative one and in very much in need to exercise my facial muscle..

now, i start coughing when i try to talk, and ended up hyperventilating when finished a sentence.. Safwan reckoned i should go and see a doctor since this been going on for couple of days.. well, i will go if it get worse by tomorow, promise!! but, somehow, the taught of being questions about my weight made me reluctant to go and see the doctor.. coz i've been losing weight... and she will go over and over again about my dietary habit which i admit is not pretty healthy in other people's eyes.. it depend on that person definition's of healthy, right?

i still remember that i nearly been rushed to ER by my parent when i started vomiting in the middle of the night.. which i think got to do with the dinner i just had.. that gonna be the last time i eat mee bandung with all the vegie and not-so-cooked egg.. and last year, i got sick just because a dairy smooties that i consume during lunch.. call me freak.. but i dont think vegetables and fresh milk is healthy for me.. hehe

probably i should write a reflective essay about that..hehe..more work.. more assignment.. and now, i cant find my critical learning incident file... hmm.. dont tell me that i just delete it.. OMG.. to think that i have to start all over again.. though i've only write 300 words .. which is good for a start.. now, i have to think again.. and that's not good for my stress level...

back to work..

argh.. to think that this is one week holiday!!!

The truth is rarely pure and never simple

Oscar Wilde,
The Importance of Being Earnest, 1895, Act I

♥ ♥ ♥ aJLa I'm no angel.. and i manage to remain alive in my own quirky way

"Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon."

*having my wickest dream come true *hint* dvz *hint*
*not to kill anyone as a doctor
*a person who can swept me off my feet