officially bought the ticket and officially i'm broke!!

.. and it's official that i;m kinda 'chicken' in a matter asking a guy out..hhmm.. still trying to think when is the last time i ask a guy out.. hahah.. though i did ask Sani to go to Med Ball right this morning in all the joking tone.. of course, i;m joking.. the fatc that i know that i dont have a 'thing' to all the Malay guy here made it easier to make that kind of joke..

but, to someone that i kinda like? haha.. i'm like 'kecut', dont have the nerve... but, probably that's my thing.. i;m not the kinda who gonna make the first move to someone that i really like.. but, i dont like lochie that much to be my boyfriend coz it;s very2 impossible.... but, it is something that me, aliaa and bariah like to make joke and having fun...

thanks to Aliaa that seems really generous to set-up the conversation with lochie and give me the chance to actually said the inevitable... but, i just sat there, asking what;s he gonna wear to the ball instead of asking about him being my date (that's a joke)..... haha.. thanks Aliaa.. it just not my thing to do... but i do really looking forward to get a picture with him at the ball.. something to remember for next year and the year after...

hehe... Aliaa.. again, i;m so envy with you..... i wanna go to Alfred... so, i could be in the same group as two of you.... you would be my side-kick together with Bariah.. and we still get lochie to help us with our study groups... remember to pass all his notes next year.. i;m gonna cook for you everytime you went to the halls...

well, that's me.. day-dreaming again... argh... why he looks so yummy with his 'bible' a.k.a guyton and even when explaining about the physiology of the stomach... and being so-like angel when you need his help... hmm... if only Alfred is only beside my house... to commute nearly 40 minutes a day just to much...

but, at least i still have the other 'lochie' at MMC... my keanu reeves... my anatomy inspiration.. my future cardiothoracic surgeon...

something do/never change, you think?