back home,
not the same old home in Malaysia,

back home,
the same as always,

back to the old life,
back to the same bed (without electric blanket),
back to the same kitchen (no microwave, no dishwasher),
back to the same laundry room (no dryer),
back to the same couch and tv (with dvd player),
back to computer than 've been missed so much,
back to the crowded wall with posters,
back to a bundle of assignment,
back to the same old books,

the worst of all,
back to the same gloomy, raining ('hujan batu'), cold melbourne weather


missing the luxury of captain's cove,
missing the great view from the balcony,
missing the blue sky,
missing aliaa's black swan,
missing 4 drunken boys,
missing having a private boat jetty right on the doorstop (though i dont own any boat)
missing the life of riches (sailing is an expensive hobby : $500 just for 3-hour boat rent),

which one much better?

having own space of my life and with no past history to bother my mind again!!

The truth is rarely pure and never simple

Oscar Wilde,
The Importance of Being Earnest, 1895, Act I

♥ ♥ ♥ aJLa I'm no angel.. and i manage to remain alive in my own quirky way

"Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon."

*having my wickest dream come true *hint* dvz *hint*
*not to kill anyone as a doctor
*a person who can swept me off my feet