it still a cold day... and somehow, i'm feeling like burning up or burn up something...

can't she just leave me alone??

first, there's the why-don't-you-live-with-us--so-that-i-can-save-some-money question

then, there's the are-you-fasting-coz-i-can-smell-that-if-someone-is-not question..

what are you? got some kind of bionic sense of smell.. or probably you just lost your sense of money-don't-buy-happiness idea..

i just cool down the issue when she's questioning about my decision not live with them in a very small house and start comparing the difference between living in halls..

yea.. i know the difference already.. i dont need someone else to point out to me in order to made me feel bad about my earlier decision...

in halls, i'll be stuck in the same for the rest of my day and need to wear tudung everytime i wanted to go to the kitchen.. that's the options available and i ahve to content with it..

but, why do i want to live in a house that has no space at all when i'm currently living in a pretty spacy house and it cost a lot less that the smaller one.. if you want to get me living in a house.. it suppose to be a house..

and now, with a curious kind of tone, "are u fasting today? coz i can smell if someone not fasting.."

what are thinking of me... some 5 years old that trying to show people that i'm fasting but sneaking out food to eat behind their back...

it's not my fault that you leave me alone at home and come back and somehow, sense that "erm..someone not fasting today!!"

can't she thinks about other people feeling... what if i ask her if she's fasting coz i got a sixth sense fiding out if people's not fasting...

The truth is rarely pure and never simple

Oscar Wilde,
The Importance of Being Earnest, 1895, Act I

♥ ♥ ♥ aJLa I'm no angel.. and i manage to remain alive in my own quirky way

"Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon."

*having my wickest dream come true *hint* dvz *hint*
*not to kill anyone as a doctor
*a person who can swept me off my feet