Thursday, January 27, 2005
One matters finished, and a lot more left yet to be done.
Today, I have made my friend 6 months older than he supposed to be. I bet no one can beat me being the first one to give birthday present to him. It’s a really big box to be posted from Melbourne and somehow I don’t trust the postal service (not Aussie, but Malaysian) to deliver a thing that I have encountered so much just to get a hand on it. 3 shopping complex, a weird encounter with my ex that doesn’t end very well..
Hmm. I admit that I’m so afraid to give him the present face to face, because I fear that he might get angry to me… my mind is very2 helpful in this situation by creating all possible way how he might re-act..
Of course he didn’t get angry, like he said, why should he when got a present from someone…. But, as I clumsily spill some of my-not-so-anymore- surprise during the hunt for the present, he can guess what’s in that big box, and it’s not that cheap… hahaha.. Guess what he will think if I’m buying the first thing on my mind..
Maybe that’s me, but, I like to give present to someone that I feel worth the thing itself (not that if the present cost me $1000, that’s his price: NO). NO also if I expect something in return. It just my thing if I can afford it.
Maybe it just my way to say thank you for being my friend. For 1 and half hour, my mouth just went to non-stop talking… I was like yip-yapping all the time, making most of my facial muscle and left him practically standing for half of the time with an empty stomach. Poor guy and bad2 girl for me..
and a very wise man told me today, “if someone is ‘got a thing’ on you (the opposite sex of course), but, somehow, you didn’t like it” = a very good thing
hmm… something for me to ponder if I’m happens to be that “someone”..
&faded to grey at 1/27/2005 01:56:00 am♥
aJLa
I'm no angel.. and i manage to remain alive in my own quirky way
