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Something about me *not jane*
Tuesday, January 04, 2005

3 days into new year (Happy Birthday Schumi!!!), i'm totally felt like being used (not in some kinda hanky-panky way)..

Firstly as a dishwasher.. for being fair, the jobs fall to most of households except for my other sisters who seems cannot live without her phone and spending the day out, saying that she got a wedding to attend to but eventually get home at 10 o'clock.. surely the reception will be finished by that time... and that brings me to my other job - the unpaid-one : driver

we always got the unwritten rule saying that have to get home b4 maghrib, but, somehow, she seems blind about it and always manage to get home some way way past that time .. now, i'm home.. it always left to me to pick her up at the comuter station... grrr... in the middle of the night....

now, i felt why on earth that i want to have driver license and a disposasble when the only time i'm using it.. just to drive my siblings around... and yesterday, i have to go my bro's school 6 times.. 6 times!!! in a space on 1 1/2 hours everytime...

send to school- go back-home-go back to school for recess-go back home-pick him-up-dress him-go to another school-go back home-go back to school for recess-go back home-pick him up.... and this ritual is up in my diary for the whole week!!! and mind myself (i'm not being paid for that!!)..

nuff of that this time.

got these long list from bariah's blog.. since, she mentioned about feel free to plagiarise... i;m happy to oblige.. just keep it cool girl
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold/underline the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't bold/underline is false.
01. I miss somebody right now [kinda, i'm outta credit to call that person]
02. I don't watch much TV these days [if that person is not me... haha... i'm nearly fighting with my dad over the rights for tv every night]
03. I love olives [hmmm... not the fresh one, only except the small slices they put in the pizza]
04. I love sleeping [just give me a bed, pillow and blanket and walla.. i'm of to La-La-La- land]
05. I own lots of books [if you count reveision books from old-school-heyday.. but, i'm collecting classic books, it's nice for a read, Grisham's and RIce's.]
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses [the gen of 4 eyes run in my veins]
07. I love to play video games [i have enough hobby to get me into trouble]
09. I've watched porn movies [if you count the scene in SATC as porn.. nay.. i'm a nice girl *wink2*]]
10. I have been in a threesome [i can't even get myself into two-some, threesome? .. just kidding]
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship [i'm not the one who was calling to got out on a date again]
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy [yep, but sometimes the truth hurts]
13. I have acne free skin [want to for the rest of life]
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton [AL Pacino?
15. I curse frequently [not my habit, but, sometimes it just slip out of my mouth]
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year [a lot.. to think i'm nearly qualified for psycho patient ]

17. I have a hobby [i'm not that boring you know]
18. I've been told I: (women) have a nice butt, (men) am packing. [not yet!!! and dont think ever.. my butt is as small as whatever you can call it]
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me [i'm not that psychic]
20. I'm really, really smart [another fairytale story that i just plant in my head]
21. I've never broken someone's bones [not yet, but, i cut someone hip bone with an electric saw.. he's dead already]
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal [doesn’t everyone?]
23. I hate the rain [lurrve the smell after the rain]
24. I'm paranoid at times [everyday]
25. I would get plastic surgery [only for medical reason]
26. I need money right now! [who dont ???]
27. I love sushi [it's cheap, it have a nice taste.. perfect lunch ofr my tight budget]
28. I talk really, really fast [not only fast.. i can talk non-stop]
29. I have fresh breath in the morning [before or afte the morning brush?!]
30. I have semi-long hair [not semi-kinda long hair.. gonna cut to boyish cut by the end of the month]
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas [have to get to Vegas first, then i'm allowed to lost my money there]
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister [i got 5 of them together, 3G2B]
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S. [maternity ward, Kangar Hospital to be exact]
34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis [nope.. ]
35. I have a twin [nope.. but, i did have a crush on an identical twin]
36. I have worn fake hair/nails/eyelashes in the past [lurrrve my ori stuff]
37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. [who's even calling me.. sob*sob*]
38. I like the way that I look [lurrve myself]
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months [something better left unsaid.. i'm not an angel]
40. I know how to do cornrows [is that got to do with corn?]
41. I am usually pessimistic [Sometimes it's better to be prepared for the baddie]
42. I have mood swings [once a month usually]
44. I think Britney Spears is hot [*duh*]
45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past [in what way?]
46. I have a hidden talent [still left to be un-founded]
47. I'm always hyper [excess of thyroid hormone!!]
48. I think that I'm popular [another fairytale]
49. I am always single [got a 2 year-break from single-hood before]
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex [remember those greeting kiss everyone??]
51. I enjoy talking on the phone [just look at my phone bills]
52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants [long2 time ago]
53. I love to shop [dont all girl love to shop]
54. I would rather shop than eat [the other way around honey]
55. I would classify myself as ghetto [*duh*]
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders [*wink2*]
57. I'm obsessed with my LiveJournal/GreatestJournal/Blurty [what i've been doing for the last 6 month?#$&#*&]
58. I don't hate anyone [dislike is the word for me]
59. I'm a pretty good dancer [as woddie as wood]
60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington [ fame]
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother [daa.. people dont even think i'm my mom's daughter!]
62. I have a cell phone [Y]
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis [just give me ESPN, ASSP]
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months [consuming alcohol is 'haram di sisi agama']
66. I love drama [everyone is a drama queen/king]
67. I have never been in a real relationship before [soemthing better left for history]
68. I've rejected someone before [just wont work honey]
69. I currently have a crush on someone [kinda..a very big one, only if he knows .. if he rejected me, you're my next choice honey .. with that look, i'm happy to have the name Van Zyl at the end of my children's name]
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life [though i'm stuck with MBBS.. sports commentator seems a pretty exciting job]
71. I want to have children in the future [ 3, have got their names already... perfect with Van Zyl in the end *wink2*]
72. I have changed a diaper before [the art of being eldest among 6]
73. I've called the cops on a friend before [I wish!]
74. I bite my nails [it's too short]
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club [hell no!!]
76. I'm not allergic to anything [dust.. gee.. have to take those small tablets everytime]
77. I have a lot to learn [the survival guide of being a human]
78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger [my kid bro]
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie [huh?]
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes [if i really2 like that person]
81. I'm online 24/7 [in the future]
82. I have at least 5 away messages saved [hahahahhahah..no]
83. I have tried alcohol or drugs before [nope…]
84. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past [and have to face my ex.. no way man evern in another life]
85. I own the "South Park" movie [*duh*]
86. I have avoided assignments at work or school to be on [until the last min.. then you'll die]
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum [except that]
88. I enjoy country music [*Keith Urban, Shania Twain to name at least*]
89. I would die for my best friends [i can dump my guy for you but, die, not yet!!!]
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza [*huh* what happen to Italian people who klnow how to make original pizza]
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can [that's mean i'm pretty damn bored]
92. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist [i'm obsessive about Damien Van Zyl]
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career in school [consider that when you're in a religious school or girl's school.. everybody wins]
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all [it's so old story!]
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story" [cant you just gave me name that ring a bell]
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy [sweet tooth]
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it [there's a kid inside me... not in uterus thoug *duh*]
98. I have dated a close friend's ex [can i just have nothing to do with my ex]
99. I'm happy as of this moment [live and love for the moment]
&faded to grey at 1/04/2005 11:02:00 am♥

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The truth is rarely pure and never simple

Oscar Wilde,
The Importance of Being Earnest, 1895, Act I

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♥ ♥ ♥ aJLa I'm no angel.. and i manage to remain alive in my own quirky way

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*not to kill anyone as a doctor
*a person who can swept me off my feet
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