it can happen anytime of the day.. even in the very morning after sleeping throughout the dark side of night

even when i thought i didn't care about the situation very much.. haha.. who am i kidding.. i'm so jealous for something that not even mine, even for the smallest-non-sense-evidence- that wouldn't made a normal friend wince... as i still so-called myself a friend..

i suppose i can feel so jealous about all the "lucky" people in the world, (TOO BROAD!!)... *narrowed it down to successful doctor who knows everything at the tip of their head*.. like this matter had anything to do with med.. *liar*

advice to myself : there's nothing good about "this kind of jealousy".. you've been through this situation before, it'll go away *as always*.. wouldn't made any different... no need to slash anyone *if i have my sword*

go and have a treat with all the cute registrar, intern and physiotherapist in 44N..

The truth is rarely pure and never simple

Oscar Wilde,
The Importance of Being Earnest, 1895, Act I

♥ ♥ ♥ aJLa I'm no angel.. and i manage to remain alive in my own quirky way

"Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon."

*having my wickest dream come true *hint* dvz *hint*
*not to kill anyone as a doctor
*a person who can swept me off my feet