got a very early start for wednesday .. 8 am lecture.. thoughi did consider of not going [this amotivated feeling is gettting worse].. but, i so glad that i get myself out of bed on time

the ENT lecture is so good; the guy practically summarize common ENT diseasae in GP setting in 2 hours.. i wrote my longest lecture notes since 2nd year.. of course the lecture series on Saturday did help; coz at least i got a clue what he's been saying..

the next lecture is even more interesting... i guess any psych lectures would be interesting especially when it comes to personality disorder.. listening her describing all the traits in both 3 clusters, just made me wonder which trait of personality did i fall into..

a very odd but true information about P.D is that there are perfect job for this people.. people in the arm forces is assocoiated with paranoid disorder.. and IT industry is the perfect hideout for people with Schizoid personality trait as they were left in their own world and require little socialization..

even some medical specialty were associated with narcisstic personality trait- neurosurgery and cardiology; probably it got to do with the ability or having the power to save life as brain and heart is the most vital organ..

what i learn about myself? i do find myself in which traits that i fall most into.. and for a split second; i do fear for the worst; coz i dont want to end up like some patient in that disorder.. it sounds so bizarre.. couldn't help myself with what had already happen; but, i know myself; where to draw the line between having a trait and disorder.. and truthfully; ignorance is a bliss