survived my 1st birth unit night shift.. got one NVD and LUCS; which is ok i guess; .. so far, with my limited experience with o&g; i got a feeling this one area of medicine i will not get into...

saw a 15 yo girl who came with her 2nd preg.. and my nvd is a 21 y.o vietnamese lady.. and they all thought i'm younger than them.. he he.. well, when comparing with that kind of experience, i'm definately well behind in the race.. i was busy day-dreaming about going to France to watch the 98' World Cup than thinking about having a 'thing' growing in my body..

well, if it is only for the joy that i saw in all the parents face when the baby was born.. i'm defiantely wanna have kids as much as i can.. but, with all the labour experience that i saw; i just glad that my mom dont hate me with all the pain that she have to go through.. apparently i'm the hardest one since i'm the 1st and the smallest..

now, i wanna go home and hug my mom and told her how proud am i with her; 6 nvd and 1 misscariage; and still came out as the best mom i could ever ask for..

The truth is rarely pure and never simple

Oscar Wilde,
The Importance of Being Earnest, 1895, Act I

♥ ♥ ♥ aJLa I'm no angel.. and i manage to remain alive in my own quirky way

"Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon."

*having my wickest dream come true *hint* dvz *hint*
*not to kill anyone as a doctor
*a person who can swept me off my feet