FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the waiting is over... after 3 agonizing weeks of wrong-delivery address; connection-line; i'm ONLINE.. it'a amazing how that i could survive without internet 24/7 for the past 3 months

my life currently evolve around Box Hill hospital... it's like the hospital own's my life and i'm happy to be swept away with it's craziness... somehow being a final year; made me realise that it's a real deal.. in one year time; i'm gonna be held responsible for every patient that i manage to keep alive or kill at the same time..

i'm enjoying my time with my team... the ACE Team .. ACE stands for ACUTE CARE of ELDERLY... and flicking through the list; the youngest patient is 80 years old.. have a guess for the oldest one

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i can tick off one of my things to do for the year 2007..... it's been long overdue; and since i've asked for it; i have to deal with the consequence.. currently i'm doing just fine [with the 30hours drilling time in the hospital; the only thing that i could do when i got home; is sleep] for someone who just had something equivalent to a major relationship break-up..

it's only been 4 days; and i still have no idea what's gonna happen to my 15 years-friendship... friendship is a two-way street; and i cant keep up with me being the only person who's interested in it...probably, i'm just to proud to ignore the alarm bell.. and honestly, i'm not too fond of anything atm

now, it's a good time for me to curl up in my bed; hiding from the world; only if it's not FREAKING HOT!!!!! i need air-conditiong!!!!!!!!!

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summi' up my week

It's The End Of The Road

Yesterday a clear horizon
Now the clouds are rolling in it's disappeared
The one thing that I've always believed in
It's strange how right now it all seems so unclear
I consult my soul and it tells me that it knows
There's no doubt one day I'm gonna fly
Gotta stand up, dust myself off
Just for now, it's the end of the road

One line can change a story
So sometimes let the line just be unsaid
Pride only thinks about the glory
And just the right now and not the days ahead
I've held my breath, walked on shells hoped for the best
What the future holds, I don't know
I've gotta stand up, dust myself off
Just for now, it's the end of the road

I've been traveling, get the dust right off the windshield
No one gets the road map to their life
Cause life is so subjective
I'll take my pain and I wanna protect it,
Never blinds me always reminds me
There's so much more to see, at the end of the road

When something ends something begins
But now it's just the end of the road
When someone loses someone wins
But now it's just the end of the road
Don't get to fix it if it doesn't break
But now it's just the end of the road
When you gotta leave it makes you wanna stay
I know it's the end of the road, it's the end of the road